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before yall say, this is a borderline porn website and why the fuck am i asking this here- i know and i dont have anyone to share about this so bare with me.

made out with a guy. got felt up and all. didnt get turned on rather he was the only who was rearing to go. and again, got into a rs but that lasted only 2 weeks because i didnt feel it (great guy though). these were only two examples but happens multiple times. i just lose interest? or like the motivation to maintain it? (sounds like huge red flag thing but i dont know im just so mad at myself because i feel like somethings really wrong with how my brain works) and no i dont think im a lesbian.

Sorry to post once again but.. here we go

The main character is a poor guy. He catches the eye of a rich guy who gives him this butt plug with a pink gem. Main character used to do porn videos and did a video or took a picture with the gift. The main character gets roped into the prostitution or escort industry. Eventually he leaves and becomes some actor(popular) and the rich guy is back and he promised he would masturbate until he saw the main character again(very odd fellow) but did do it to images of the main character in this acting job. Ending scene, reporters asking main characters about his sexual past with the escort jobs and being gay.

I read this ages ago… please let me know if you have an idea of the name!

All I remember is that it had a side story where the main characters best friend, with white long hair wanted to get revenge on his friends ex(short red hair with side burns and an anger issue)who was one of those sex enthusiasts and had a group of friends just the same. MCs friend had sex with the ex(ex bottomed) and really liked it. The ex comes crawling back to the mcs friend but the mcs friend ends up ditching him to go on a date with a girl.

This may sound like a silly question coming from someone who is already 25, but it only started bothering me relatively recently. As a mostly-introverted gay girl in Serbia I have little experience with relationships so I hope some of you will get it better than I do.

So, like, I'm never jealous? I've had some straight crushes here and there and I've had my girlfriends talking about other people and even liking other people to my face and I've never been jealous cause of it. Sad sure, cause i wanted more of their time and attention and couldn't get it, but never jealous. And, I'm pretty sure intensity of liking them wasn't a problem, i get in fact pretty damn intense when I like someone, I've cried for days 'cause my messages weren't answered, I'd get so exited after over simple hugs i'd start full-on hyperventilating, and I've felt so happy to be in relationship with someone I like I'd go days with almost no sleep or food out of pure euphoria. I've been willing to do anything for those girls, and I did everything i could, and after they'd leave my life I'd always need like a year to recover from a depressive state.

And yet in both of my so-called serious relationships they said to me they felt like i didn't like them enough, or didn't love them. Granted, I've never said THE L WORD, because I take it very seriously and it'd sound silly after knowing each other for, like, 3 months... but they said it to me after few weeks and it did sound silly from them, I knew they only said it to paint a pretty picture in the moment, and it left me more lonely and sad than anything. Only girls who stayed in my life long enough for me to start calling my feelings LOVE were one-sided crushes, and ofc I also never said it to them.

Honestly, I think my lack of possessiveness is big part of the reason they thought I didn't really like them, they did try to make me feel and act jealous and one of them openly admitted she likes it. And, you know what, I get why people like it, I do too - but even so, I just don't feel it? I get envy, and I guess it's kinda similar, but I don't get possessive over people. Am I broken for it? will I never be able to make someone feel loved bc I'm this way? should I act as if I am even if I'm not?

Just had the most horrible intense period cramps happen n I wanted to die, why cramps? Why?

Also for some reason was on the verge of passing out like wtf this never happened before? Took a nap n drank some tea, instant heal

Cramps r gone now hooray! Can’t wait to get a hysterectomy!!

lay out ur guilty pleasure, n tell me what manga/hua/hwa that could make ppl who don't like it feels like "wait- maybe its not that bad"

there was this manhua (as far as i can remember? ) where the two male mcs who are in high school would not stop playing around and their girl classmate always saw them in situations where she thought they were lovers . they were just playing but i don't know what really happened in the late chapters so i cant be sure if it was a bl or not. pls helppp

Does anyone know any sites that I can talk to a psychiatrist available in the Philippines? Just badly needed help and I'm too afraid to confess to my parents so I'll just use my allowance

In Alpha - omega verse if the male is an omega and the female is an alpha who get impregnated, because how will the female alpha impregnate the male omega?

i am not THAT sure buutt im pretty sure i'm autistic but i'm not sure if i am ╥﹏╥ (i took a 'are you autistic?' test for funzies)

so basically i dont really like having social interactions cause its a bit too tiring having to talk to someone (please don't judge) aanndd i just dont like social interactions in general

mostly i like to be alone most of time cause then i could be myself without having to talk to anyone myself because i can just talk and yap without anyone judging me because since i'm by myself nobody will judge me cause i'm rhe only one in the room (sorry if its confising)

soemtimes i like to just enjoy being left out cause likkeee.. you wouldn't have to talk at all, you could listen to there convo without really just doing anything, aaanndd theres prob more buuttt i cant think of anything right now ^^

anyways thanks for reading this ! ヾ(☆▽☆)

To people here who likes kpop and knows the whole taeil situation, i'm guessing y'all know about the nth situation and if you don't :

In 2019 it emerged that men were using a Telegram chatroom to blackmail dozens of young women into performing sexual acts, in a scandal known as nth-room. The group's ring-leader, Cho Ju-bin, was sentenced to 42 years in jail. Online deepfake sex crimes have surged, according to South Korean police.20 hours ago.

The nth chat room It's basically a chat room full of sick people paying to watch some gruesome things about miners.

Once there was a Korean college student that forced and blackmailed 100 girls to mutilate themselves on camera live for his chat rooms.

It was said that maybe tomorrow there will be a list revealed for all 200 people part of it and among them and like 10-30 estimated are VERY popular idols.
Taeil was also in one those chat rooms.

its been forever since I've read a good plot with an interesting yandere ml. any recs? i am literally open to anything lol but id rather it be genuinely interesting where rap3 isnt the entire plot

Like what if you didn't know it was going to hurt their feelings or you were hurting them? I'm not talking about where u only care about yourself I'm just talking you were straight up unaware of others like you made a joke that u thought was obvious, you did something that you thought would be beneficial or would help, you misinterpreted their words/intentions so you're hurt and said some mean things.

HELP ME. I’m tired of not finding anything to read, I don’t want there to be like “you’re mine” type of bullshit. I don’t want some weak person with no self respect type of manhwa or manhua. I’m so tired of only seeing this every time. If I had the brain I would write a story myself.

I’m assuming a lot of people on here are KPOP fans because of the abundance of idol profile pics, so I just wanted to share a horrible thing that happened because of a (now former) member in the NCT subunit NCT 127. A lot of people in here say they won’t touch Twitter with a 10 foot pole, so I’ll just share info for any NCT 127 fans on this site that are not tapped into recent events.

TW// mentions of SA, CSA, harassment of a minor, and death threats

This information is very spotty and fractured since this happened just today and SM is wiping news articles so it’s a lot of community talk and victims coming-out stories

>Taeil removed from NCT 127 because of sexual crimes
>He has been implicated on sex related crimes, confirmed by police’s and SM
>the most outspoken victim, and the one that has evidence circulating, has come out and said he (Taeil) blackmailed, sent death threats, installed hidden camera in her phone for 6 years (the victim is currently 18 , so this started below the age of 13), sexually assaulted, and threatened to kill her hospitalized mother

These NEXT two are all alleged and I do not want to spread misinformation. It is a fact Taeil is implicated on sex related crimes. These next two points are just what have been circulating around. Do not take this as truth or as me saying this has happened, take this with a grain of salt but always believe the victims when they come out.

>Allegedly assaulted an 11 year old girl

> accused of being involved with the nth rooms which is a Korean telegram chat room that shared Child sexual assault material, and sexual violence. You have to film a women in your life to gain access to this room.

so i read codename anastasia novel but the file got deleted so does anyone know where can i read it now??(⊙…⊙ )

I have read most of the good ones, I think.. but still i'm hoping to find some new ones that I missed. Give me some mpreg stories

No i will not explain

I understand that the women aren't the focus and that women come in all shapes and sizes but dear god can some of these artists not draw women. Like they're will be the most jacked handsome guy, dad bod guy, twink guy etc and then the woman characters are just the guys with long hair and (maybe) boobs and if you're lucky the girl will be wearing a dress/skirt and this makes it confusing on when they're talking about a character refered to as a sister, mother or any female pronouns are used. Either the girls just look like guys or the girls look copy and pasted but with different hair or on the off chance that the artist can do both effectively. Yes I understand women can look traditionally masculine and jacked but it usually feels less intentional as a choice and more of by product of a skill issue as the artist can only draw men/jacked men.

I'm bringing this up because I'm currently reading Unromantic and I can't tell if a character is meant to be a girl unless explicitly told or she's wearing a skirt +boobs+ long hair. Another manhwa that ran into this was "Low tide in twilight" I legit had to constantly second guess myself on whether or not his cousin was a girl or not because it was made clear it was an Alpha but dear god did it take constant reassurance.

I would like to mention again there's no issue with girl characters that are more traditionally masculine being more jacked and dressing in men's fashion but it feels unintentional rather than being intentional representation of these types of women