K this depends on what type of crazy... In all honesty I'm going to admit it but I am a REEEAALLLLYYY bad girlfriend, so I feel like it would take a little bit of insane to not go mad dating me. But at the same time while I like obsessive and stuff, I also get really irritable when anyone expects me to like stay texting them 24/7 or prioritise them...... 2 reply
Highly recommend you get professional help like immediately but if you are for some reason not in the position to do that try thinking of those thoughts as not your own, say it out loud as many times as you can that these are not my thoughts I don't want to hurt myself. Speak the opposite of whatever you are thinking. It will condition your brain a...... reply
Back to spending hours on end on sketchy sites reading manhwas and talking to strangers online instead of waiting for a notification from my evil manipulative soul stealing devil sent abominable soul crushing avoidant hoe ahh conniving lying ahh mosad spy devil clown situationship. Life is great again I'm free. reply
as the others said getting help asap is very important especially if you have ever acted out on those thoughts even if not to the extreme level of your fantasies. The longer you wait the harder it will be to treat especially if you end up with negative life experiences and you transition into actually self-harming. The crisis text line shared in a ...... reply
Uhmmm I think Ive seen someone talk about this before and they said watching horror movies or just something really gruesome helps with thinking about wanting to do this to yourself? Maybe drawing it out can help too? reply
okay perhaps i should add more context to this.
let’s call her friend : potato.
my bsf is nowhere near a fake person nor someone who talks badly abt her friends and acts nice in front of them. the thing is, potato is like… very impulsive. potato constantly sends her texts like « please don’t leave me » or shit like that whenever my bs...... 1 reply
I just love big buns and the color blue because it reminds me of the ocean which reminds me of the month that i was born which is may and also reminds me of the seasons during that month which is summer reply
if you need to talk to someone right away, you can try a hotline, it's free and confidential.
i found these two:
9-8-8
https://988lifeline.org/
Crisis Text Line
Text HOME to 741741
https://www.crisistextline.org/get-help-hub/ reply
My old acc was "rei-san" it was basically the jp translation of my english name and then I lost that account due to mangago data disk crashing then I made this new account and named zizizz cause my sister was snoring loudly af next to me reply
My account itself along with the 8 years worth of bookmarks was deleted, I had to rebuild my bookmarks by going to "all genres" and choosing "updates" or "popular to get some of it back but you can also get it back if you remember the title/ key points of it and searching it on Google. this is what I did to recover some I hope it helps you a bit(�...... reply
When I was a teenager, I dated this dude who was into SoundCloud rap or something, and he was obsessed with Lil Peep. He sent me a song called “Ghost Girl.” I liked the vibe, and then he used to call me “Ghosty,” which I thought was cool. Then I ghosted him—but the nickname he picked was kinda cunty. reply
What can I say. I wanna peg Han Maru till he gets pregnant like the omega he is. And this is coming from someone who dislikes omega-verse and hates pregnancy. reply
ok so my best friend is friends with a girl since highschool. i know this girl too since i was also in the same school as them.
and basically this girl has BPD and maybe bipolar disorder. she’s really NOT mentally well and my bsf is thinking of cutting ties with her because it impacts her negatively. she’s just scared of feeling guilty and that her friend will think she’s being abandoned.
i told my bsf that she definitely cut ties with her friend, because i know it’s not her friend’s fault, but damn it’s so exhausting for my bsf bc everytime she says smth or do smth she gotta walk on eggshells all. the. time.
how can you even tell someone who has such mental disorder that you’re breaking friendship with them? should she cut ties fr or is it too mean ? would YOU cut ties with someone because of their mental illness even if deep down u know its not their fault?
i’m demanding advices bc her friend is suicidal and im scared if my bsf tells her « bye », her friend will attempt and it’ll cause pain and anxiety to my bsf
i‘m not a therapist, and if you don’t already have one, i would really recommend you to get some help anywhere you can.
But the way i got out of my constant sadness and negative thoughts about myself is, first of i started listening to helping podcast, this really helped me shape my thoughts into a different direction. And i strated journaling...... reply
Mangago's data disk crashed. Only stories you have rated and/or tagged were recovered, nothing else did or will come back. All retrieved stories were dumped into your "Already read" list, you have to manually re-add them back where they were pre-crash. You can start rebuilding your lists now. reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
