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Banana scandal for me....it was js so boring midway I couldn't continue, I felt like I was wasting my wifi using it to read it
Guiding hazard too, it was nice but idk it felt weird to me....like it felt so eerie and I didn't particularly find the characters amusing so I dropped it

so, we have a friend group, of 5 women(say, me, A,M,J,C). we were friends from college. and yesterday i met with one of my friends(A) and she told me she's seeing this one guy(i have also met him once or twice, she and him were friends before). and i was like oh, good for you! then she told me that one of our other friends(M) is also dating this other guy(i also met him once, he was okay i guess, but M liked him.), and i was like, okay i saw it coming. then we accidentally meet our other friend(J) and she didn't tell us that she was in a relationship but from our chats it feels like she's in a talking stage and have something going on with a guy. so, i text C today, to tell her about these deets (she remains MIA most of the time) and she was like, the same level of "misandrist" as me T_T, and she was also bi (all my other friends are straight, thats what they have told me). so C also tells me she got a bf too?!?! omg im so shocked, all my friends got a bf and here i am, i legit don't talk to men at ALL. im not jealous or sad or anything, i dont even want to be in a relationship, but oh god the concept of all of them getting together with men, in similar time duration is so baffling to me T_T.
now i feel like im the one left out, and i feel a bit distanced. (they didn't put the distance between us, it's just....you know. feels like an odd one out). the thing i dont even wanna get a bf or a relationship, but this feels like induced FOMO.

Lend me ur baiternator

oh my goshhh did y'all see the mv for MADWOMAN!!? There's Hudson Williams (heated rivalry), Megan (Katseye), Alyssa Liu (Gold medalist figure skater) and Lola Tung (The summer I turned pretty) LIKEEE WHATTTT HOLY WASIAN COLLAB