This is such a bad showing a masochism. Even a masochist wouldn't be okay with being raped, and that's what he did, consent is a big part of S&M. They're just using it as an excuse for his lack of action, so I def agree with one comment about their weird relationship dynamic, but def not that their cute, though I get off this train at the season 1 finally. Idk I just have an aversion to obsessive and manipulative seme, and super passive ukes. Like he violated him so many times, and then he just let it go or cry and did nothing, cause of guilt or whatever. And, that ain't even half of it. Well hope ya'll enjoy, on to the next... Deuces!
this was what I was looking for in the moment a good story with complicated feelings and characters, however there is no one character that I truly liked (besides the kid), or hated. They were all flawed but had their reasons, some more reasonable than others. Starting with the mother I could understand why she thought and felt the way she did, but her actions were inexcusable and benefited nobody in the end. The father was def made out to be the villain, but didn't actually do anything bad, people just made choices based on what he might do. The Alpha I pitied him, like he really turned his whole life upside down for someone who wanted him to be unhappy really. I'd be the first to admit I don't understand depression, but the thing the ML put up with, shi.. I don't want to understand, like even though he didn't know what happened to his child, and when he later did he still didn't prioritize him over this person who hurt themselves, just to hurt him, all the while thinking you didn't care about them, it's so damn illogical. Last but not least the Omega, honestly I didn't really like him, from early on I felt he was manipulative and he just continued to be that way until the end, I did pity him for his shitty parents and upbringing, but I can't excuse his behavior. Of course a lot could be linked to his depression, but a lot of f'd up things he did was very intentional, and meant to either manipulate or hurt the Alpha, and idk what he had going on, but I can't call that love. Overall the Alpha lack of communication, the Omega manipulation, and the mothers pride cause more problems than necessary, and the main person to suffer was the kid. At the end of the day I don't know if what they had could be called love, cause it was so twisted a long time ago... Though it may seem like I'm only complaining, this is what made this story so good, cause it makes you question things, but I do agree with another comment about this feeling like something is missing... I think because when it was all said and done, I don't know if the Alpha truly loved the Omega, like there wasn't really time to figure it out cause so much happened so fast, and even when he said the words, I didn't feel them, if that makes sense... All right this ends my rant I hope you enjoy, cause I did...
I really don't want to take this seriously but this was horrible, though it had potential, but maybe wasn't meant to be good? I wish they removed the Drama tag cause that was so misleading. This really had some plot to it too, but it gets drowned out by the hot mess of it all... I get ya'll like sex but lets not pretend its good... All the drama got lost in the nonsensical love triangle that wasn't "love"? I sleep with your father because he looks like you and I still love you, but i'm not going to stop or get back with you, but i'll also sleep with you cause I love you... WTF??? All this too say it's my fault for thinking this could be anything but dumb, and despite what he did in the beginning, the son was the only decent character, I wish he left that shitty situation... Alright, I need to find something to wash my brain of this... Rant over!!
I think the Author did a real interesting job in minimizing the rape scene's which is why people seem so comfortable and eager to ship MC with any one of his rapist (except pink hair cause he's been consistently pyscho). Like shortly after each rape he's like out in about with them like nothing happened (mostly risking their lives), and its not until he's alone with them or about to be raped again that you see the trauma. Only to get washed away again. My point being, why would you want him to be with any rapist, especially the commander who never once acknowledged what was happening to MC and even try to gaslight him into believing it was consensual. None of them deserve him though I know that's not gonna happen, but people saying they want him to be with all 4 is wild crazy to me. I get some stories have rape, and that rape doesn't define a story, but to actually root for rapist is so weird to me.
Also I actually thought based on some comments i wouldn't like the story overall or the MC, but I actually like the MC. And despite all the ugliness of the story it even made me cry, and root for the MC, until the end of season 2 wtf was that. This was a 180 degree shift in the span of 2 chapters, it literally made no damn sense and followed zero logic. It went from him crying, to wanting to kill someone, to getting sexually assaulted, to using pet names and begging for sex, to blushing and cuddling telling him his likes.... What in the actual F**K!! I get grief can affect people in different ways, but that made no sense, and went against MC personality. It felt like the author was tryna whitewash all his trauma. Lastly, I saw some comments wondering why he still went with them into the gate, and it's sad to say but I think it's cause he wants to die, and going in there always meant dying to him. I am not really interested in finding out the end game, but I do want to know how the mission will end, so I'll hang on until that point.
All in all it was a good read but I'm super conflicted about the ending... like 20 and 55 just doesn't taste right, and I really wanted more of the red head story... Idk why but I liked him the best, like I felt he had the most development in the whole story, and I never really hated him or felt like he was a bad guy... Anywho, I'm just not a huge fan of the we dated in H.S. for a few months, so I'm gonna sacrifice my whole life for you kind of troupe... Yet even with that said it was unique in it's own way, and overall a good read...
I think he's older than 20 by a little, just based on how his character changed a little. So I think he's not rlly 20
I get it tho, mentally a bit weird but at the same time, legal and they are technically the same age....technically
Pretty sure they said his time slowed. Not completely stopped
Overall I really enjoyed the story, it's a good read. I even surprised myself cause this art style isn't my favorite, so kudos. However, I'm not a huge fan of the cat and mouse troupe, I hate when people constantly run away to prevent hurting someone, while not understanding they're still hurting someone. It might also be cause I'm a little pity but I also hate when the other person just forgives and forgets like it's okay. At the end he told Haebeom how he was okay because he trust Haebeom's love for him, but how could Haebeom honestly feel the same, when all Eunchong did was ignore, and deny his feelings, than run away, come back, confess, and run away again. Especially coming from a character with Haebeom's background that didn't believe in love. It just doesn't seem realistic to me that Haebeom could be able to just trust Eunchongs feelings. Don't get me wrong its not unique to this story, but I don't like when one person is always chasing and getting hurt (which is barely acknowledge) than the other finally comes to a realization and all's forgiven, like he didn't even really apologize, and Haebeom expressed no type of real emotions about it, was like okay time for sex. Though I've wrote a lot about that aspect of the story, again overall I still really enjoyed reading it!!
I really don't like the MC or ML, or plots like this... Now idk how it ended but based off the comments I don't think much has changed... ML is mad manipulative and the MC is mad selfish... Like I get that you developed romantic feelings for your friend, but the second you knew it was never gonna be more than friends and still decided to stay around than you should've buried those feelings (this comes from experience). The way he started treating his so-called bf after being manipulated into hearing him say he like someone was dead wrong... Like it's bad enough that you've been lying to him about your feelings, about the rings, why you're moving in etc etc... But then you start treating him like shit for things he's unaware of and are out of his control, It is crazy to me... Yeah you can say he was being pushy about the MC and ML being together, but if you knew your sibling has been a piece of shit to everyone he's dated, would you be okay with them dating your bf... I just hate the whole way they went about the situation, plotting behind the brothers back, who seemed genuinely concerned, then making him seem like he was crazy when he asked questions... Like this whole thing was just rubbing me the wrong way, I thought it was gonna be sweet, but instead it was toxic, and the MC tryna play like he is the victim of something tf how??
This was really good and I was really enjoying it until it went completely left towards the end which totally blew mine... Like I can get passed kidnapping and being a little forceful, with a fair amount of regret and remorse later on but this was not that... Like he literally shot him with a gun 3 damn times, than kidnapped him, and raped him non stop for a week straight... Idc if he became a monk that's unforgivable... its like we talk about character development all the time and Leewon's took a nose dive, I'll give him credit for rationally evaluating his thoughts and feelings, but I didn't like the outcome cause he often deferred to Caesars feelings even when Caesar was wrong... I just ultimately hate that Caesar never really suffer any consequences for the things he did to him, and that Leewon just accepted a dry ass apology and swept everything under the rug... so the 3 stars are for the first 30+ chapters that were decent before the decline...
They def had to break my heart before making it whole again... but I'm SOOO glad she finally realized her true feelings... I also don't know why people are surprised by the outcome because from the beginning Chihaya's feelings for Arata were never romantic... She always associated him with her love for the game, but it never was romantic love, she was just so obsessed with the game she couldn't distinguish the two... But it broke my heart that she had to break Taichi's heart before realizing that herself... but YAY!! I hope they animate it all the way til the end!!!
Its crazy to me how people on here honestly believe the MC should be so grateful to the man that kidnapped, abused, raped, and is keeping captive, just because he didn't kill him and the sister. What messed up logic is that? I seriously wonder about the human race these days. Hell I'd rather he just killed them, like some things are worse than death, but to expect him to be grateful because he's not dead, is wild crazy to me, and to romanticize this even more so. I get stories come in all shapes and sizes, and even twisted ones like these can be really good and compelling, but never so much so that you should be so willing to dismiss all the characters flaws, cause they did one thing right. This comment section is wild crazy... Smfh
The comment section is right where it's supposed to be though. However you on the other hand might be lost. They have toxic BL logic. The toxic pair is the end game anyway. If they wanted to hate ML and hold him accountable for his criminal behaviors they wouldn't read this story.
The standards and sensitivities are different in toxic BL, because the toxic pair IS the end game and the point of reading is to find out how.
Maybe you're right, cause that so-called logic makes absolutely no sense to me... and I'm not saying anything about hating the ML cause he's toxic, the story is still in season one anything can happen to sway peoples opinion, but its a whole different story to say he should just stay with his rapist, or be grateful to him for not killing him and his sister... That's wild no matter how you slice it!! But I guess there are even people who liked 'Killing Stalking', so what do I know... I still worry though lol
They are here enjoying the story despite the toxicity because they are the target audience. They are also Killing Stalking's target audience. Yes they are overlook his crimes because they are used to reading toxic BL and it's incredibly common in toxic BL.
You're worried because you aren't the target audience, so you don't feel okay with it as expected.
your taking this fiction story overly serious is annoying.