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HRAensn created a topic of Metropolitan Nepenthes

He was threatened, but I still see it as cheating, he’s not a damsel in distress incapable of using powers, and not once did he think about his boyfriend during the “rape”… and the moment he decided to lie when ML asked if he had sex with Zeus, that was it for me.

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at end of chapter 32, a dude lays next to blondie and asks if he’s sleeping.

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What chapter is the Christmas special? Cause what do you mean the author put threesome?? Yikes

HRAensn created a topic of Red Candy

Did the blondie kiss Uke or uke initiated the kiss while drunk? Cause ew. And then what happened? I’m at ch 47 and it’s not mentioned what happened after the kiss/taken advantage of scene

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Someone said: “Cirrus is a type of cloud , and the name Skylar has the word “sky” in it.”

Now it makes more sense when I said that Skylar is Cirrus’s whole world. He’s the clouds with the sky.

HRAensn created a topic of Akuheki

Why are readers saying the father is a pedo? It’s confirmed he’s the father, not someone who’s interested in children like that. But yeah the lighting yourself up in front of a kid was wrong.

I caught up to most of the chapters and Uke only did it one time with the bdsm show dudes, he didn’t “often” sleep with others. Why do some readers tell me he did it a lot? I don’t see him doing it with anyone else after that shit. Also I read that the woodsman dude isn’t a pedophile, Uke’s mother implied him being his biological father in volume 2 chapter 6, 5th manga panel. And chapter 4, vol 17, last panels CONFIRM that.

YUHHH I’m glad it went well and that it wasn’t where uke continuously slept around, it was just once and it was rape.

HRAensn created a topic of Akuheki

1. Any cheating? Betrayal?
2. Love triangle?
3. I heard uke has sex with others??? What chapters

Does uke or Seme sleep around? Thank you.

HRAensn created a topic of Wet Sand

This story isn’t for pea sized brains (like mine), even my head hurt literally trying to analyze and process and the info. Author did a great job, it’s hard for people to choose and that’s when you know it’s a good love triangle story unlike some BLs.

Through author’s story, I have fallen for them. I’m blushing every time a new chapter releases. I can’t even get turned on seeing TJ anymore or anyone except author’s exceptional writing.

HRAensn created a topic of Wet Sand

Many said this all referring to chapter 44 and I agree: “Y’all need pay attention to what Ian said. Ian just realized that their sex isn't romantic but a coping mechanism for their trauma. It's a form of escapism from the reality they do not want to face, its a unhealthy emotional outlet. I'm glad he realized that and hope he starts a healthy way with TJ, like actual communication, if that's possible. But damn Joseph is a great observer, he just can tell and read ppl well even with his own problems happening behind scene.”

It’s like a a drug addiction for them both too, unhealthy and destroying yourself. Binge eating all the cookies and ice cream no matter how much you know too much is going to make you absurdly unhealthy, but you still want more.

If these relationships don't make progress, I don't think there will be a good male lead choice for Ian. With TJ it will be a destructive and toxic relationship if he’s endgame and they haven’t resolved any traumas/insecurity, and with Jo, the fascinating sense of novelty will wane if they have fights and arguments because of any insecurities. The power of love cannot magically solve all problems. Ian, Jo and TJ have to deal with their traumas and insecurities.

TJ sees Ian as a romantic partner and as Ian said maybe he also did love TJ in the past (there is, there was) but I think Ian is so done with anything related to the gang that inevitably TJ is also placed in the same category because as Ian also admitted in the past chapter TJ would always remind him of the past hence I think that for Ian this "Love" for TJ naturally thinned out and just stayed as a habit in the form of sexual attraction. But I’m sure he holds some lingering feelings still, but it’s more codependency too.

People also say Jo is kind and boring, but in chapter 45, he admits in monologue: “I’m not as kind as you think.” And he also thinks in that chapter, “I wonder if he’s (Ian) thinking about him (TJ) right now…”. SO YES JO IS AWARE THAT IAN POSSIBLY HOLDS Feelings still. Ian saying “there was” is a flashback from chapter 15 when Ian was saying he’s only been in love with one person in the past, referring to TJ. Jo realizes Ian never actually stopped loving that person or his feelings didn’t completely fade, though Ian himself isn’t aware of it.

Both TJ and Jo are superior in some aspects to the other. That’s just a fact and the cognitive dissonance it causes is meant to push the reader to think harder than surface level, to decide (or not decide) what to make with these relationships. Therefore it's completely reasonable why people root for different love interests, that's what the story is trying to achieve, but there is really no plausibled reason to attack someone with a different opinion to yours, whether you see it as wrong or problematic or whatever else.

As far as I understand it, he likes them both at the very least and he cannot commit to an exclusive relationship. It’s been so clear to me from the beginning that I really don’t expect anything else. Like I don’t think he’ll make a real choice until we’re at the last season at least.

HRAensn created a topic of Lost in the Cloud

What caused Skylar to lose his feelings towards Chan-il? Or does he still have some? But if he does, then why confess to Cirrus who clearly likes him but he isn’t Skylar’s ideal type (author said his ideal type is Chan)

I hate seeing Cirrus anxious because Skylar seems distant and more happier around Chan-il, but it’s also because of his own toxic behavior. Both are teens so I can’t exactly be mad at them or hold a grudge.

MAYBE ITS JUST ME, but I feel like Skylar isn’t emotionally involved with Cirrus. They keep kissing and making up, but I feel that it’s still the same. And author said that the story will end soon, no fucking way, I want to see Skylar be more in love with Cirrus and see Cirrus feel loved for once in his life (Not one adult in his life chose him, the only one that did was the pedo ew.)

I can see why Cirrus gets anxious, but I don’t condone his behavior. I JUST WANT SKYLAR TO EXPLAIN THAT HE IS NOT THE SECOND CHOICE, I need panels where it shows more of Skylar’s POV and how he doesn’t really feel the same towards Chan-il. Or at least Skylar falling in love with Cirrus.

This shit is hurting me. Fuck me

“I will wait for you to fall in love with me,” — Cirrus 2024.

“I’ll do anything so don’t leave me, so I can go on living.” — Cirrus, in need of affection, 2024 (Insert crying tears because mangago said no emojis) DUDE Don’t BE A DOORMAT.

I’m sorry but pleas never confess to a mentally ill person who wants love if you won’t commit fully emotionally and hold lingering feelings for another.

It’s not clear if Skylar still holds those feelings but hopefully author explains cause ain’t no way the story ending without it being explained? I’ll knock on author’s door if I gotta.

HRAensn created a topic of Lost in the Cloud

In chapter 100, page 52–we can see that Skylar has those blush marks because he is embarrassed.
In chapter 100, page 60–we can see that the small blush lines form.
Then in page 61, we see Chan-il’s face dropping with water, usually authors do this to show what one looks like in another’s eye.

And in page 62, we see how the author dramatically shows Skylar with the red lines on his face. Why so dramatic? Is he blushing because he finds him beautiful/still has feelings lingering or because he’s embarrassed? But then in the panels after that, we see him looking down with the red lines with gloomy expression so I can’t tell.

But the embarrassment blush lines between page 52 and 62 are completely different.

But he did reject the offer. I think he was tempted to take the offer but because he has an insecure bf, he said no.

Am I taking this too seriously? But I just extremely hate it when someone confessed to date and holds lingering feelings so my insecure ass will wanna know sorry y’all.

BUT I don’t think Skylar ever LOVEd Chan-il because he saw that he looked like Minwoo, just infatuation but I hope those feelings are gone now…

Cirrus wants love and I want that for him too, Skylar is his first.

I don’t think MC is in love with the omega purple hair dude. The omega says to MC that he loves him and beta pauses and he doesn’t respond with “me too” but just “mhm”.

Sucks to be an omega fan huh, hahahahaha. I honestly hate both MLs, if there was a third, or I can be the third if I could go into their world

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Someone said this and I wholeheartedly agree: Cirrus broke down in front of the class is really heartbreaking. Skylar is literally his whole world. I'm glad they made up fast thanks to how transparent Cirrus is about his feelings and what he wants.

What more could he ask for other than Skylar’s attention and love? Bro faked his personality almost his whole life, only to break down in front of his first love. And knowing how possessive he is already due to the lack of attention and love in his childhood, I expected this to happen.

I just hope they communicate more and Skylar opens up one day so they don’t feel as distant anymore, and Cirrus will finally know that he is loved and Skylar hid their relationship because of his trauma and not because he hates him.

This is why I can’t hate any of them. Yes Skylar beat the fuck out of Cirrus, but he’s redeemable. He’s had anger and physical violence issues even before this, so I expected it. And we all saw Cirrus’s insecurities boiling out of the pan, I expected him to go cuckoo too.

And I’m so glad Cirrus apologized FIRST. Because he started this shit although Skylar didn’t help by beating him and being distant before this. They are only teens after all.

HRAensn created a topic of Lost in the Cloud

Even if it is a fiction story, doesn’t mean it isn’t deep, it is realistic and that’s what matters. Also Skylar and Cirrus are both in the wrong. And anyone who encourages physical violence, you’re not helping but encouraging the abusive cycle.

Cirrus:
—Blocked Chan-il’s number out of insecurity
—Clingy and emotionally attached
—Threw a can at Skylar out of jealousy seeing Chan-il and Skylar talking
—Provoked Skylar and brought up Minwoo (although he clearly doesn’t have an idea of what his trauma is, he sucks at connecting the dots)

Skylar:
—Physical violence issues/anger (has hit Cirrus multiple times even before this situation. And this beating he did went too far (but his reaction was valid)
—Distant and reserved, not ready to open up, Cirrus feels like he isn’t loved because of that and wonders if it’s because of another guy
—Called him a second choice (didn’t mean it, he loves Cirrus, and lied), making Cirrus’s fears come to life in his mind. (Where Cirrus thinks Skylar doesn’t love him)

There are readers here who baby Cirrus and excuse his actions, hating on Skylar and there are readers who hate on Cirrus and encourage physical violence.

Can anyone tell me what I should know? Any warnings? Any cheating, betrayal, love triangle? Does uke sleep around or Seme? Etc.

Also what is it about really? And the main story ended at 96, why is there season 2?? Or for another couple?

And someone said: “so season 1 and the CURRENT season two are connected. season 2 that was released in 2018 is not canon now”.

I’m confused

Petition for shutting the comments off cause some of y’all pizzing me off with obvious bias, double standards; and hypocrisy. Please I love to hear different thoughts and perspectives, but at least don’t be biased/hypocritical?

If I was in any of my thoughts, feel free to tell me and I can respect that.

Someone told me:
“Seo-An took initiative (a.k.a. drastic measures) to protect Woo bc he's doing an absolute shit job of protecting himself, even if he did it without telling Woo (or as you say "went behind his back"), that doesn't chalk up to breaking Woo's trust, though. breaking his trust would have been Seo-An doing something that Woo explicitly asked him not to do, or expressed discomfort with, but Woo did no such thing— he didn't even talk to Seo-An about his dad. Seo-An figured it out and took the steps that were needed to protect Woo. and honestly, the way Seo-An has opened up to Woo and been vulnerable with him and honest at all times, Woo should absolutely reciprocate some of that honesty and vulnerability and trust Seo-An that he wouldn't let him down. that's like... the least he could do.”
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Honestly? I don’t care too much if both of them involve themselves in each other’s personal life because they are partners. But it’s the hypocrisy of readers that fuck with me.

“Woo should absolutely reciprocate some of that honesty and vulnerability and trust Seo-An that he wouldn't let him down”, right cause people in Woo’s situations can just open up easily.

Trust- firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something. And Seo didn’t help by not communicating the truth to him earlier. Both of them didn’t but Seo really escalated it by involving himself in his really personal life, Woo hasn’t involved himself in Seo’s, why should Seo? Is my question.

That is the difference in their power dynamic. And Woo has said already that he wants to be on equal footing.
Also Woo went to his father and stood up for himself. But that was only because someone he loves got involved, and he didn’t want to burden his lover once more.

Woo didn’t expect his own partner to go behind his back and go through his phone to find his dad and get to him. That is invasion of privacy and quite selfish. Woo clearly told him to ask him for his consent, although this was after, it’s clear he found no comfort and Seo didn’t help reassure him but say poor choice of words.

Woo has no obligations to speak about his father to Seo, Seo got himself involved. If really need be, why didn’t Seo speak about his father with Woo? Especially when he can’t stand up for himself as well, just like Woo. That right there is hypocrisy from readers when they shit on Woo for not talking about his personal stuff when he ain’t ready. (AGAIN, I’m glad Seo did something since Woo probably would’ve lengthened this, but the point is that he did it the wrong way.)

It’s great that he tried to help but he did it without HIS PARTNER’s CONSENT/APPROVAL. Even if Woo was likely to disagree, he as a partner should persuade and discuss it thoroughly. That is breaking some trust. But knowing Woo, Seo can get away with almost anything just like he did with that sexual assault but readers don’t care. But go insane over a man who’s clearly struggling in an abusive cycle and shit on him, expecting him to change his character and beat.

Also how would Woo tell him how he doesn’t want Seo to not do this if Seo didn’t tell him about it? You can’t expect Woo to be a mind reader and know what Seo is gonna do for him to express his discomfort.

It’s just funny how many readers invalidate the abusive cycle he’s in and except him to just get up and stand up for himself. Not easy, it may seem so but the financial pressure and the ties with abusive family member is not easy to break.

JUST TO BE CLEAR, I am GLAD that Seo took the initiative. I just wish he would’ve let Woo know at least, that’s the VERY LEAST HE COULD DO.