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15 09,2025
I have friends that I genuinely want to succeed in life and get happy when they tell me good stuff that happens to them because I really value them and they treat me amazing when I need them, and I have friends who I'm less close to that I just can't feel genuine happiness for when they tell me similar stuff (I mean I feel that they aren't as kind to me as my other friends asw so idk if that's part of the reason why)
Is it weird that I have these kind of inside thoughts towards any of my friends at all and have differentiating treatments to them? Idk if it's fair to say that this has happened because I just genuinely feel better around the friends I want to genuinely succeed in life when the friends who I can't feel like that with don't even treat me badly. To an extent it's not about how they treat me but I just feel more comfortable with some people than others, I can't force myself to like some people bc of certain aspects but does that mean I'm problematic for these thoughts or do u guys get that too? Should I be cutting people out from my life if it's just problematic inside thoughts I have about them? I don't actually treat anyone differently on the outside due to them tho(I'd say so anyw)
Is it weird that I have these kind of inside thoughts towards any of my friends at all and have differentiating treatments to them? Idk if it's fair to say that this has happened because I just genuinely feel better around the friends I want to genuinely succeed in life when the friends who I can't feel like that with don't even treat me badly. To an extent it's not about how they treat me but I just feel more comfortable with some people than others, I can't force myself to like some people bc of certain aspects but does that mean I'm problematic for these thoughts or do u guys get that too? Should I be cutting people out from my life if it's just problematic inside thoughts I have about them? I don't actually treat anyone differently on the outside due to them tho(I'd say so anyw)
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15 09,2025
i briefly started a bl where an omega has a baby from a really infamous alpha who is chasing him down after learning the baby is his, all i can remember is that the omega worked at a friend’s restaurant who possibly liked him, and they, in return, let him stay there. also, just remember this outside bench scene where the omega is sitting with his baby and the alpha appears for the first time? really thought this was kiss me if you can, but it seems completely different, am i crazy?
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I'm not the type of person to always vent to people so when I do, you can tell that what I'm going through really hurts. It was my first time venting to that friend (it wasn't out of nowhere, I looked hurt and cried irl too) and after sending a long message they left me on seen until I just decided to delete it. This happened twice, the only time they replied was when the long msg was about me comforting them for feeling things abt my situation. I looked it up before posting here and saw on quora that people who leave you on seen like that when you clearly need comfort or help are not really your friends because if they were they'd care enough to even offer words of comfort. So like... Idk.. I have no friends I can lean on for support rn at all because the person I'm having a fight with is pulling them all to her side (this person is diff from the one I'm venting to btw) I honestly don't know how she can laugh everyday knowing she's hurting me, when I've always been there for her even at her lowest reputation, when she was hated by everyone, when I was hated by others just bc I was friends with her, whenever she got sick I was the one who took care of her and assisted her, when she was depressed I was the one always by her side and accompanied her everywhere so that she won't feel alone. It's so clear that she doesn't care about me at all because how can you still give me the cold shoulder when you know you're hurting me this much? Btw our fight happened just because I suggested that she doesn't paint the board during our event festival because the paper she stuck on it already looked good and she got angry so she ripped it apart. Nonsensical right??Her reason is so fucking unjustifiable to the way she's treating me rn when all I did was make a suggestion she didn't like meanwhile I've always been there for her through everything.
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I accidentally typed out bad dragon dildo on my Google and typed out my credit card details and placed on cart the 14 inch dildo and bought it and now I can't cancel it.
Anyways now that I got your attention, what great weather we are having today... Right?
Anyways now that I got your attention, what great weather we are having today... Right?
15 09,2025
Have you ever had a school project that was actually fun? This semester I have a lot of fun projects where I get to talk about Limbus company and video games.
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15 09,2025
I am actually so disgusted of myself, i genuinely wanna be a better person. I've tried so hard but i keep circling back to the same self centered bitch ☹ I js wish i could js not give a fuck abt others so much that it feels like my heart is a bomb that'll blow up hurting everyone even if it means I'll be hurting myself the most, i keep wanting to be appreciated for what i put my effort into, i keep thinking only of what I've done in a group setting and undermining what others have contributed, i keep getting jealous of everyone and i always end up making them think they're not all that, when THEY ARE. I know that i should learn to appreciate myself and what i have more but what do i do about this craving to make myself be better than everyone else? And tbh im not even all that bad, i get good grades, have a good amount of extracurriculars, enough skill in what i do to be considered better than average, but i still keep wanting what others have. I rlly wish i can stop this bullshit im doing. Are these feelings of mine that i think of as complex actually js a facade for childish feelings to comfort this demon in me or are my feelings actually as valid as i hope they are
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15 09,2025
I am sadly employed now and I wanna read yaoi on my break but I gotta keep it PG/SFW so can I have your best recs (shounen ai)
I would like to keep my job and touch grass :)
Thanks guys I have faith that not all of you are gooners
I would like to keep my job and touch grass :)
Thanks guys I have faith that not all of you are gooners
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15 09,2025
I was studying and while researching i just stumbled upon this info and idk man im curious lol hehehe im happy to see you alls answers or just ignore this curiosity of mine
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15 09,2025
I have another fuckass quiz tomorrow in statistics and also research thesis... But my favourite yaois also updated
15 09,2025
I like to read with gaps on (I have my reasons) and sometimes it results in cursed images XD
I was reminded of this today I’ll post wonky snake face below ;)
I was reminded of this today I’ll post wonky snake face below ;)
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15 09,2025
Help me find a bl manwha... it's about a brown hair guy who's a wallflower and is friends with benefits?with his classmate in uni (i think a grey hair one)then another one appears ( dark blue haired i think) like a supernatural guy, then he starts to spend less time with the grey haired one and the grey hair guy gets angry for not getting mc's attention. The MC knows the second guy from his childhood but doesn't remember him. The mysterious guy has like powers idk, but he messes with the MC's memories. Help me please.
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I feel like i havent experience certain things on life yet ... but hen again negative things just keeps on haunting me... i dont know what i want am confuse... P.S.my father just told he hates me
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15 09,2025
To not let your homies know the website you read on, especially if you’re an active member. Cause why I tell my homegirl (who’s getting into manga) to try out mangago because it has so many options, and she comes back to me talking about the forums, she mentions some users and I’m thinking “ong my mootssss” and then she goes “oh, and mama Agnus! I love her, she so funny!” …I fear I girlbossed a little too close to the sun, not that I care because she knows what I read but, K, if you’re reading this hey girrlll, and let this be a warning to the rest of y’all!!!
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14 09,2025
To heal our hearts with cuteness..Post any living creature (animal/ alien,etc) NOT HUMAN BABIES/HUMANS seen in Manga/Manhwa/Manhua.
Picture with sauce provided is much appreciated. Have a good day everyone
Picture with sauce provided is much appreciated. Have a good day everyone
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14 09,2025
Do you ever just doom scroll while taking a shit? Then, after you've finished shitting, you look down to see nothing? That happens to me quite frequently. I swear I took a shit; I'm not sure where it went. I don't know if it submerged itself to the pipes, but I would prefer to see it getting flushed down.
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14 09,2025
i don't think anyone's done this but it was accurate to me at least
https://uquiz.com/quiz/rmX51J/what-minor-god-is-your-godly-parent
https://uquiz.com/quiz/rmX51J/what-minor-god-is-your-godly-parent
