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I've never liked girls all my life I've liked boys, but I had this female for like 3 years and I think she's super hot. My heart hurts a lot because I know that I can't be with her because she's obviously super straight. I'm still attracted to guys, but I think big boobs are sexy and stuff like that. I don't really find many girls good looking. I've only every really like her, so I ended out friendship because of that and other personal stuff. Really don't know what to do. Thought I was gay but but I read some Yuri and I find it boring. I like yaoi though.

Gimme your favorite reading piracy sites for books, I want to read The Song of Ice and Fire for a while (the books version for Game of Thrones) but I can’t find any and it’s never available near me

Thank you!!!

I’m making something

Say happy belated birthday to me or Im going to kiss you (with respect of course)

Why does everyone want to die? No, that’s not it. Nobody actually wants to die. What they want is for the pain to stop, and somewhere along the way, “I want the pain to stop” got twisted into “I want to die.” Those aren’t the same thing. Not even close.

I’ve watched so many people, young people especially, throw those words around like they weigh nothing. Like saying “I want to die” is just another way of saying “I’m tired” or “this sucks.” It’s not a light sentence. It’s not a punchline. Words like that land on people. They spread. And when someone hears it enough times, said carelessly enough times, it stops sounding like a cry for help and starts sounding like an option.

And then there are the ones who go further, who tell people to just do it, like life is something you can return once you’re bored of it. Like intolerable is the same as impossible. It’s not. Some things in life are genuinely brutal. Nobody’s denying that. But brutal isn’t the whole story, there are still things that make it bearable. A song. A person. A morning that doesn’t feel as heavy as the one before. You don’t need a grand reason to keep going. Sometimes “I’ll see what tomorrow looks like” is reason enough.

When you’re young, your brain lies to you. It tells you this feeling is permanent, that this version of unbearable is forever. It’s not. Life can feel like drowning, like you can’t breathe, like you’ve stopped being a person and become just a mess of emotion. But that IS being human. That’s the deal. Nobody gets to skip the hard parts and keep the rest.

So, do you need a reason to live? No. You don’t need a five year plan or a purpose statement. Life is actually more interesting without one. It’s consciousness. the fact that you’re aware, that you get to feel and think and connect to something outside yourself. That awareness is the whole point. As long as you’re conscious, there’s something left to lose, and something left to gain.

The past is just a memory now. The future hasn’t happened yet, it’s still imaginary, still yours to shape. So keep imagining it. Work toward it. Look at your life from an angle you haven’t tried yet. It’s beautiful if you let it be.

So I’ll ask again, but for real this time, why does anyone think giving up is the answer? It isn’t. It never was. The only way to die painlessly is to wait for your time to come and live life without regrets.

Yup, as the title says, I really suck at organizing my stuff in general, and now I’m stuck trying to organize my manga list.

I have some manga and manhwa that were either taken down or never completed, but I read them up to the last available chapter before they disappeared.

So My question is: should I mark them as Read, or leave them in Want to Read? Or should I put them in a different category?

I know it’s probably not a big deal, but I’ve been overthinking it, and it’s honestly stressing me out.

How do you all organize yours?

Any advice is appreciated!

Just found out one of my profs used to and now I'm very curious to see how many of you started reading all the way back then

What manhwas do you think had the best art glowup? Where you can see the artist's progress through the chapters? I just read Pearl Boy again and was stunned by that difference in art, the artist really upped their shading game.

I may be screaming into the void but omg IM SO TIRED OF THE SAME CHARACTERS TOPPING like it’s so boring Im so bored like it’s literally either Evil evil scary men with GIANT PENIS forces the Mc to bottom or if the author is feeling freaked out it’s some idk twink top or whatever BUT NEITHER OF THEM NEVER I MEAN NEVER TAKE IT UP THE BUTT the closest I get is the ml giving head god it’s so boring like even if the Mc/or bottom is like a “power bottom” their still never in actual control the person topping will always find a way to over power them or worse straight up force them to somehow bottom. God where are the pathetic crybaby submissive tops I’m DYING OF THIRST AND ALL I WANT IS TO SEE A COUPLE SWITCH

All these bl verses like omegaverse, guideverse and cakeverse almost always have this fated pairing like guide x esper, omega x alpha and you get the gist... This is a QUEER relationship why is there heterosexual implications sprinkled into it?? Give me some omega x omega, esper x esper, beat the expectations will you. Heavy on omegaverse because someone always changing their secondary gender for the person they love and IM BOREDDD. These verses are supposed to explore different options, difference worlds and choices but what's the point if you're just going to follow society norms. Is it that hard to ask for a unique relationship that challenges the system? Also don't get me wrong I don't hate these it's just getting a bit boring now

Aight guys I need y'all to give me financial advice. Tell me two things:

1) What's one thing you've spent money on that was 100% worth it and you'd recommend to everyone?

2) And what's one thing that is a total waste of money?

I'm curious to read everyone's answers :-)

For example, I wish in fake dating stories they actually tried to look like theyre dating and were confident and good at acting and not just embarrassed and awkward the whole time. Like I wish they really couldn't imagine they'd be able to fall in love with the other but once they realize how compatible they are and how easy it is to do romantic things together they start to realize they actually could love them. Time with them as a "couple" is just that peaceful and fun not the most embarrassing awkward uncomfortable shit ever that keeps showing up in fake dating things.

There are some times when I'm writing something and instead of putting the word that I'm supposed to put I put a different one, for example im supposed to write word but I wrote coffee something like that despite of me thinking of that certain words and this have been happening repeatedly, this has never happened to me before and I'm honestly kinda worry. There are also times where I'm constantly misspelling words despite me knowing the spelling of it, it's been happening alot to the point that I have To reread what I wrote for 3 times just to check if the red any arrores and sometimes when I'm writing or typing my heads gets all foggy in way that I cang explain

Jaekyung (Jinx)
Taeju (low tide twilight)
Seunghoo (painter of the night ML)

Rule: you cannot kill yourself.

Any manhwas where the MC starts as dirt poor or as a weakling and eventually builds up strength and power, gathers loyal followers etc. and goes on to become the Emperor/King? There should be heavy focus on politics and nobility. Something like-
1) Heavenly demon can't live a normal life
2) Regressor of the fallen family
3) Becoming the monarch
4) Reincarnated as the first prince: Song on the sword
5) Regressed mercenary's machinations
6) Star fostered swordmaster

im just curious and nosey lol im wondering if i can get someone like backshotlord or meimazing to stumble onto this question and out themselves LMFAOOO

Hii, any bl recommendations that take place in the game world? doesnt have to be isekai but could be a big part of the story being meeting in the virtual world. Not interested in mc/ml pretending to be girl characters thoo

Manhwas ive already read like this:
-My guildmate nextdoor
-That’s the guy!
-Creating a hidden ending

Im general idm reccomendations in fantasy setting too with the ml being a yearner :D

I so so SOOOO want to be in a girl group. I want to sing and dance. Interact with my fans and inspire other people. I don’t mind being in the spotlight but I just wanna do it for fun and help other people with the paycheck I get.

It would be such a good feeling knowing that people connect to me through songs and feel the lyrics. Hear my voice and the lines, move to the rhythm.

But what would be you guys reasons? ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶