To be clear this isn't at OP, but only on mangago will people genuinely go “oh you lost four years of something you spent a significant amount of time on? What was it? Oh yaoi? Yaoi??? Seriously that shit? Go see a psychiatrist cause clearly there's something wrong with you. You're over it? Nah there must be some lingering effects.”
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Sometimes my delusional ass would think what if I was adopted and I’m a missing child of a rich family and they’re looking for me.
Or tempted to do illegal things that makes easy money but the only illegal I can do is reading in an illegal website. 1 reply
I have been reading manwhas/mangas/manhuas every once in a while, like reading a casual book for entertainment but to be affected that much by losing fetishized gay porn written by perverted women who find it hot but don't understand the troubles of discrimination against REAL homosexual men to the point you compare it to a baby cat being run over ...... reply
You sound as though you really put in the work to read a lot of stories here, so I understand that it may have felt devastating at the time, and I’m sorry to hear that you struggled with it so deeply.
I mean this with kindness and the intention to be helpful; I sincerely recommend finding other hobbies in your life. You don’t have to stop readi...... 1 reply
Just to reply to the main question i felt resignation and a sense of loss. Like a "fuck it" feeling, frustrated yet empty, and I'm not new to it since I don't properly store files and have lost way too many things that are more important (like damn losing my whole professional media porfolio? devastating). Also at that point in time I also thought ...... reply
In my country, the guidelines say that if you have symptoms of depression that have lasted for at least two weeks, it can be a sign of depression. You said this lasted for two months, and if it genuinely affected your mood and school life for that long, then I think that’s serious and shouldn’t just be dismissed.
I’m diagnosed with depressi...... reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!