yes for the first few days, at least my second attempt did. i was like "i'm alive i'm going to do this and this and this" and then they put my ass in the mental hospital
and my third i just, was really disappointed to wake up and i knew i'd get hospitalized right away and everyone around me was mad at me so i was just very very tired.
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Yes, but it took me quite a while. I tried to kill myself when I was 16, but I got scared, I couldn’t get myself to jump off. I was miserable everyday, and it didn’t help the fact that my household was hell on earth. I’ve probably been depressed since I was a little kid up till I was 20, but now, I actually wake up in the morning, excited to ...... reply
Both. Theres no gay gene, but you're also not just a receptacle to others whims. Heterosexuality (and lwk sexuality in general) is coerced, yes, but you negotiate internal and external influences in identity formation. 1 reply
the only thing keeping me alive is my silly little interests like not being able to see my fave fic/manga/manwha getting updated or not being able to play the games i like anymore reply
Is this one of the are you born queer or is queerness a choice?
Personally it's all about how you feel and the attractions you have to another sex. Some people sort of already knew deep within and there are those that discover as they go through life. reply
Since society was heteronormative, I never really gave thought about same-sex relationships nor did I care when I found out that it was possible, but I always thought I was straight since everyone around me also is, and I’ve liked men before. This all changed when I met this one girl, we were best friends at first, but I started liking her more a...... reply
i attempted a year ago, my parents were totally unsupportive and stated that i might stab someone with the knife i used to try and kms?? anyway, i ran away from home and went to my hg's house. that day was the worst and best day of my life, it was her birthday and we went out and did fun things, her mom saw the scar on my wrist and just told me ''i...... 1 reply
whenever the nature or nuture questions come up about anything I usually come to the conclusion that either way it doesn't matter. you are what you are whether you were born that way or raised that way. however it happened, you cant change it. if it's not hurting anybody, don't mind those who don't bother to understand and do whatever makes you hap...... reply
I lowkey dont know cause my family is homophobic but looking at the guys around me I can confidently say I'd prefer a woman in personality, looks and habit as they're more similar to me? Like I don't mind guys ig but I'd prefer a girl yk. Maybe I wouldn't be bi if there were like more guys with more hygiene, respect, good personalities etc? reply
Definitely I used to want to commit ASAP but after a couple failed attempts and as I got older I thought about how it would be such a waste for me to die when so much money into my clothing and food has been spent on me to raise me.
Looking back it wasn't exactly a good reason to stay alive as I was basically guilt tripping myself to do so but it ...... reply
I made multiple different attempts at different points in my life. After each I remember just there always being something I could cling to as justification, for many years that was my cat.
Before I knew it I had passed the age I never thought I'd live through. I met someone. I started a career. I started a life made by ME.
It's not sunshine all ...... reply
While still relevant, your age, power dinamic or enthusiasm should not be the deciders in this situation. The facts still are that you said no and he didn't listen.
I want you to know that, at the very least what he did is wrong and shows that he doesn't respect you. You are valid to feel assaulted and I am sorry this happened to you...
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Yes! Especially after I started therapy. Of course, I had some relapses, but the secret is not to give up trying to improve. One of the biggest reasons why I had these thoughts is because I have a very, let's say, messy family, I won't go into too much detail. And to make matters worse, I was a typical good daughter, but even so, I was always criti...... reply
There was an unequal balance of influence and control, which lead to coercion (you said "no stop" and he didn't respect it thinking he had authority and control over your feelings and decision) so clearly there was a power dynamics involved. I sincerely hope you well, nobody deserves to go through that. reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
