When i was a child everytime i pray i would always add to my prayer that i hope i wouldn't shit or piss the bed.
theres actually something seriously wrong with me. has anyone else read indomitable champion????? its so fucked up and i was trying to power through the story... until i got up to the side story. the more i read the more i liked it. now i think hojung and ricky are actually really cute together they actually got me giggling and kicking my feet in the recent chapter dude. im so utterly disgusted in myself bro
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i just log in to my acc after not doing so for months and when i check my homepage my manga/hwa/hua collection in “i want to read” and “i’m reading” list is gone :( what do i do???
https://youtu.be/qI1r2XJJWqQ?si=iK0RbiPmCC8idGjL
Our pastor showed this video to us earlier today during his preaching and holy shit it fucking scared tf out of me
Our pastor showed this video to us earlier today during his preaching and holy shit it fucking scared tf out of me
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FUCK BARBIE, MISS RABBIT HAS ALL THE FCKIN JOBS IDC IF Y'ALL CALL ME CHILDISH
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Have anyone been too much absent and ACTUALLY failed the year..? Like I'm absent one day every week.. School genuinely being a pain in my ass saying that they'll fail me if I don't attend.. I got 2 warnings last 2 weeks.. Everytime they say they'll fail me or do worse
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Okay fam this gonna be long
just hear me out please PLEASE!!!!
tho they were not that big of a big of a deal, I've been through my first share of shit in life - flights and disagreement with parents to the point they said they wanted to kill me
- having to spend the night at relatives becoz had a fight with them,
- having to give up my dream career
- been hated by every single person I know at one point
- betrayed by my best friend, who then claimed she never did (i know damn well she did)
- got SAed by 1st and only bf (basically jumped me the 1st time we were alone together in a room and didn't stop even tho i kept saying no) have been too sacred to have a bf since then
And this is NOT ME PLAYING VICTIM
the point is that - through all that I never thought of suicide (maybe that one time with the bf but never again), i just got over it like - it's fine, it happens, not my fault, it'll be okay, nothing worth killing myself over or even thinking about it, I just smiled my way through it all
I'm not a loner, have a whole lot of friends, have a good relationship with my parents (believe it or not)
And now after all this time SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF, no it's NOT THE MENSTRUAL CYCLE, cuz this been going on for quite some time.
I have lost all my appetite, lost my will to talk or hangout with people, have sudden break downs and panic attacks, spend most of my nights crying and sometimes I'm this close to just ending it all. The only thing stoping me is my belief that it's for the week and now even that is wavering
There is not even a particular trigger like WTF IS WRONG ??
SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG ??
Plus- I do have lot of people i could to but I can't, I won't. The last thing I wanna do is bitch about my suicidal tendencies to people as a grown ass adult
just hear me out please PLEASE!!!!
tho they were not that big of a big of a deal, I've been through my first share of shit in life - flights and disagreement with parents to the point they said they wanted to kill me
- having to spend the night at relatives becoz had a fight with them,
- having to give up my dream career
- been hated by every single person I know at one point
- betrayed by my best friend, who then claimed she never did (i know damn well she did)
- got SAed by 1st and only bf (basically jumped me the 1st time we were alone together in a room and didn't stop even tho i kept saying no) have been too sacred to have a bf since then
And this is NOT ME PLAYING VICTIM
the point is that - through all that I never thought of suicide (maybe that one time with the bf but never again), i just got over it like - it's fine, it happens, not my fault, it'll be okay, nothing worth killing myself over or even thinking about it, I just smiled my way through it all
I'm not a loner, have a whole lot of friends, have a good relationship with my parents (believe it or not)
And now after all this time SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF, no it's NOT THE MENSTRUAL CYCLE, cuz this been going on for quite some time.
I have lost all my appetite, lost my will to talk or hangout with people, have sudden break downs and panic attacks, spend most of my nights crying and sometimes I'm this close to just ending it all. The only thing stoping me is my belief that it's for the week and now even that is wavering
There is not even a particular trigger like WTF IS WRONG ??
SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG ??
Plus- I do have lot of people i could to but I can't, I won't. The last thing I wanna do is bitch about my suicidal tendencies to people as a grown ass adult
I'm not expecting any glamorous jobs to hire me. I heard that a local fast food place was hiring so I wanna try landing a job there.
Resume:
I am 21 years old and graduated highschool but have no prior job experience (babysitting, mowing lawns, etc. I'm useless I'm sorry ). What do I even put on my resume? I read that I could put down what I did for extracurriculars but I only ever did orchestra in middle school but stopped in hs. Other than that, I didn't do anything but like art lmao. I'm also not going to college or uni because I'm broke, my family's broke, and I don't wanna risk going into debt.
The interview:
So I managed to land one interview before but got rejected because I was so nervous and was just coming up with answers on the spot. Does anybody know what kind of questions they ask so I can like preplan answers instead of letting my dumb ass brain mess things up? Also, what's the appropriate level of eye contact I should maintain throughout the entire interview because I think I stared too much at the interviewer in my last one. Another thing, I don't have a driver's license but I have an expired passport than I can possibly use as an ID, would that be acceptable? (Please don't be afraid to tell me if I'm fucked if it's not)
Taxes:
What do I even do here? Do I like jot down how much I get paid every month and then set aside money to give to the IRS? I don't want to get arrested for accidental tax evasion.
That's all my questions for now. Job havers, please save me from being a broke useless jobless bum.
Resume:
I am 21 years old and graduated highschool but have no prior job experience (babysitting, mowing lawns, etc. I'm useless I'm sorry ). What do I even put on my resume? I read that I could put down what I did for extracurriculars but I only ever did orchestra in middle school but stopped in hs. Other than that, I didn't do anything but like art lmao. I'm also not going to college or uni because I'm broke, my family's broke, and I don't wanna risk going into debt.
The interview:
So I managed to land one interview before but got rejected because I was so nervous and was just coming up with answers on the spot. Does anybody know what kind of questions they ask so I can like preplan answers instead of letting my dumb ass brain mess things up? Also, what's the appropriate level of eye contact I should maintain throughout the entire interview because I think I stared too much at the interviewer in my last one. Another thing, I don't have a driver's license but I have an expired passport than I can possibly use as an ID, would that be acceptable? (Please don't be afraid to tell me if I'm fucked if it's not)
Taxes:
What do I even do here? Do I like jot down how much I get paid every month and then set aside money to give to the IRS? I don't want to get arrested for accidental tax evasion.
That's all my questions for now. Job havers, please save me from being a broke useless jobless bum.
How's your honest review of taking a shit? (i need to know too cause i'm shitting too)
I don't know what to take for college all I want is a high paying job, I can say I am pretty smart and can adapt quickly.
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it started last year and every time i see sharp objects like scissors i would always imagine myself stabing my eye sometmes im scared because what if i might lose control of my body and i'd end up doing it. I told my parents that i want to get myself check up but they lowkey just said "Check up for what" and i told them for my mental health but they just laugh it off
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What are ways to heal your mental health when you can’t afford a therapist?
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Like I get the focus of these stories is the romance but these bums are always neglecting their children
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I am searching for manhwa
It's a Korean manhwa with only a few episodes, around 10 episodes or so. In the first episode, the female lead is sitting at a bus stop while it's snowing. At that moment, the male lead is watching her from inside his car. The main male lead is probably a producer. Later, the female lead becomes a movie actress. It's a bit mature, and the art is beautiful. The male lead wears glasses.
In the final episode, the female lead wins an acting award, and the male lead is waiting for her in the car. As soon as the female lead gets into the car, they kiss. The female lead is wearing a pink gown.
It's a Korean manhwa with only a few episodes, around 10 episodes or so. In the first episode, the female lead is sitting at a bus stop while it's snowing. At that moment, the male lead is watching her from inside his car. The main male lead is probably a producer. Later, the female lead becomes a movie actress. It's a bit mature, and the art is beautiful. The male lead wears glasses.
In the final episode, the female lead wins an acting award, and the male lead is waiting for her in the car. As soon as the female lead gets into the car, they kiss. The female lead is wearing a pink gown.
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kung nabasa mo to (o filipino/filipina ka lang) kailangan mo bigkasin ang buong biblia sa tagalog
