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i wrote some fanfics last year, then forgot about them and left them in the notes app. i just re read one of them and it's so cute i feel like posting it on ao3 but im scared of getting made fun of because idk what if people find it cringe/awkward??? should i post it or not

It's been 1 year since I've been a k-pop fan and to tell you the truth it's so fun but...... I've faced soo much difficulty starting the stan a specific group cause wdym a group just debuted and they already have 200+ videos on their yt ?? And I wanted to stan many at that time ... honestly I stan both ggs and bgs so again it was a lot difficult. But if I were to give my advice to someone new :-
• don't rush to watch your k-pop group's videos like it's a task , I personally started watching the new ones they released and then catched up on old ones just in case I wanna some info about the members.
• it would be good to know if your stan group has a toxic or green flag fans ...it's gonna sound weird but when I started stanning skz there were alot of who didn't liked specific members and were just solo stans ...I mean it's not bad to be solo stan but spreading hate to other members is NOT good . ALSO SKZ STANS A LOT WEIRD AT SPECIFIC OCCASIONS. (ENHAS TOO) .
I have many more ....still I wanna know what you guys would give as a advice to someone new . ( I would also love if you mention the groups you stan too pls )

I guess I just need someone to tell me what I'm doing is perfectly normal and okay.

I'm a culinary major at my community college. I won't disclose my age, but I'm older than 18 and younger than 30. After recently seeing so many things happen politically in my country (the U.S.), I want to change my major to teacher education. It's corny, but I want to be the one to teach the future generation and byle a good role model for these upcoming children because, right now, you can see that there are not that many good role models in the U.S.

It's a bloodbath out here. I won't go too much into the politics, but Trump sucks and we're progessing backwards here. The education system is failing kids, the people are so divided here, and women get the very short end of the stick. People are losing rights in the lgbtq+ community, racism is at an all time high, and people are speaking up but not showing out.

I want to be a history teacher. I want to teach kids that there's a past to learn from, so we don't repeat the same mistakes over and over. I think I'd be a really good fit, although I do not anything to testify for it other than a small passion I have right now.

I don't know if this is some passion that will die out in the next few weeks, but I say this with certainty: I'm more passionate about this than I was in culinary. I feel more drawn to it, and am excited for the change. I already scheduled a meeting with my advisor to get more help and so they can answer my questions. So, hopefully, this is the right step.

(Sry for any typos, I'm getting ready for bed)

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2556380/complete?cd=ZDliwdMXhm

Anyone know this one bl of a dude getting reincarnated into like a god.. but the place he is in is like NO ONE has an intimate life or had any idea what intimacy is.. the main lover(s) is like a king from another place and a priest with white hair that takes “care” of him? i read it a long time ago and i forgot the name of it

Where do you guys read your novels for free?
I've been meaning to get into novels especially with so many BL novels being adapted to mangas/manhwas.
Also other novel piqued my interest but no clue on where exactly to be reading them

Like I always heard the sentence to give someone a second chance but sometimes I really just can’t give someone a second chance like I try and it just doesn’t work out and honestly, I don’t want to. What about you guys though. Can you give someone a second chance and do you think they deserve it because honestly sometimes I really don’t think they do

does anyone has some dark romance book they can recommend?
enemies to lovers trope
maybe also where the guy is a killer?
something in this direction
just interested in reading something like that cos i always see it all over my tik tok

Im putting a TW on it but i try not to trauma dump too much cos i don’t want yall to have flashbacks or something <3

mmm i just had a recent situation with my mom
like my bank was tweaking and i needed a new card and i asked her if she can send me money so i can buy food and stuff (the bank took 2 weeks to send me a new one) and she told me „yea imma look when im home“ and after some hours she called me and told me some cruel things, she literally embarrassed me so much i still feel like a failure ngl

she said things like:
„you don’t work. when do you work. you’re an adult you have to work finally you’re mental health is just a excuse so you don’t have to work
you only sit on your ass and get money from the government, that’s all you do
technically you get my money cos i work and i pay taxes“
„why don’t you get a therapist“ (as if it is so easy)
you don’t go to doctors (i told her „mom i wanted to die for the past 5 years. doctors are my last concern.)
you don’t do anything, you always say that you don’t go to appointments (i just can’t i know i know i d feel like a failure.)

she also said:
you’re an adult now i wont give you money you have to figure it out yourself, nobody is going to help you when you’re an adult

(in the end my bf gave me money.)

imma give you some examples
this woman has 5 dogs alright? and who’s gonna jump when she needs help? me. who takes care of her horse? me. who always takes some dogs of her in? me. who takes the dogs who are in heat to her? me.
when she has something to do and she’s away over night! who comes over? me.

also when i was a child she was together with a man and i considered this man my stepdad but he for sure is not. he was always angry and did some really bad things to me and her AND our dogs. my brother never got hit by him never
always me or my ma

and she only broke up with him when she had a new man (alcoholic but never abusive. god bless his soul)

but she didn’t felt the need to break up with this man before she found someone new
i was in her care and failed that miserable.
i’m so angry at her cos maybe i would be different if i wodulnt have lived with such a man my whole childhood.

i want to move to another city to cut her off
to finally do this step (my brother already cut her off what is admirable tbh)
i told her im going to move to another city in a year, together with my best friend.
was was so pessimistic like totally
called me out for all of that
she even once talked down my trauma and my mental health
said i’m not worth anything cos i don’t do anything good for our government.
god this woman idfk what to think
on one hand i think
ist her first life too but on the other hand
she’s a mom
act like one.
idk what to feel or to think (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

i just cant seem to find any guy genuine. anything they do always seems a lil sus to me. this makes me always push away any potential partners. is this self-esteem issue or

Are there any merch items you wish you could buy or that you actually managed to get?

Show/Tell and don't forget to drop the sauce (character names and comic names)!

I'm really REALLY hoping to someday own a Hua Cheng figurine (from Heavenly Official's Blessing), the japanese one(?) of him sitting on his throne, but seeing as they cost over 200 bucks in my currency, that'll probably not be easy to achieve. ╥﹏╥

does anybody know any mangas that are like, sometimes most times classmates or bestfriends, cute, fluffy, silly, funny, kind of no plot and just showing them in genereal and it also doesn't have to be every one of those words i said yk, for example: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tonari_no_ren_kun_wa_chotto_kowai/ (I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THIS REALLY REALLY BADLY)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oyajina/ (silly lmfao)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/official_i_want_to_run_away_from_my_childhood_friend/ (cute, fluffy <33)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/futago_to_futago/ (silly)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tashiro_kun_kimi_tte_yatsu_wa/ (CUTTTEEEE)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/koibito_ga_ubu_sugite_komaru/ (JUST ADORBS AND FLUFFY COUPLE <33)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_ni_wa_todokanai/ (CUUUATEE)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_junior_is_not_cute/ (UGHH UNREQUITED LOVE)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/josoushite_mendokusai_nekura_to_yankee_ryou_kataomoi/ (NO PLOT, JUST CUTENESS AND STUFF)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shoujo_manga_protagonist_x_rival_san/ (GL MANGA BUT.. YOU GET IT RT..?)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kankin_elevator_ikemen_riimen_ue_ni_mairimasu/ (cough :3 they're different but like..)

some of these have a plot some of these dont but like, you understand right..? most are shonen ai and yaa ^^ if you cant help then maybe u should read some that i listed YKKK
(reuploaded bcz links didn't work)

does anybody know any mangas that are like, sometimes most times classmates or bestfriends, cute, fluffy, silly, funny, kind of no plot and just showing them in genereal and it also doesn't have to be every one of those words i said yk, for example: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tonari_no_ren_kun_wa_chotto_kowai/ (I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THIS REALLY REALLY BADLY)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oyajina/ (silly lmfao)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/official_i_want_to_run_away_from_my_childhood_friend/ (cute, fluffy <33)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/futago_to_futago/ (silly)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tashiro_kun_kimi_tte_yatsu_wa/ (CUTTTEEEE)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/koibito_ga_ubu_sugite_komaru/ (JUST ADORBS AND FLUFFY COUPLE <33)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_ni_wa_todokanai/ (CUUUATEE)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_junior_is_not_cute/ (UGHH UNREQUITED LOVE)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/josoushite_mendokusai_nekura_to_yankee_ryou_kataomoi/ (NO PLOT, JUST CUTENESS AND STUFF)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shoujo_manga_protagonist_x_rival_san/ (GL MANGA BUT.. YOU GET IT RT..?)
-https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kankin_elevator_ikemen_riimen_ue_ni_mairimasu/ (cough :3 they're different but like..)

some of these have a plot some of these dont but like, you understand right..? most are shonen ai and yaa ^^ if you cant help then maybe u should read some that i listed YKKK

Saw a thumbnail of a video called something like 'after this you will never watch porn again' and the thumbnail was like 'I sent my nudes to my mom' and my first thought was "why do you care. She's seen you naked thousands of times anyway..." Ladies and gentlemen (and those who do not fit gender binaries) how cooked am I? But I'm technically right though? But am I cooked?

So apparently I had this good af friend group. Like not irl, an online friend grp, but since we all lived kind of close too each other, it didn't feel that our friendship was only online based. And the fact it was queen grp too. Since all of them were gay or lesbian or Trans. Everything was going good or so I thought... like one of my gay friend from the same grp, let's name him P, had a bf, amd their dating life was going good, until bf started ghosting and making excuses to meet up with P. So P told us about it. Since the bf was also mutual to one of the friend of our friend grp, let's call him A, so P asked A to take his side because he was feeling wronged about this and A always had this view that ppl should be given 2nd chances, and so he told P. P was angry but let it go thinking, he should do what feels rather than asking others and siding eith him, probably because everyone, including me were with him on the break up. A later said P to take care and that was it. A month or two later, e got to that P's bf was a minor groomer and he was grooming a distant relative of one of our youngest friend in the grp. They told us about it and we immediately blocked our contacts with the bf too. A said that he wanted to know if this is true or not, when the youngest showed proof, he was like okay, I see, I'll block him too.
Months later, P comes to me and says 'A keeps on irritating me. He never took myside when I and my ex broke off and kept on being neutral because according to him it is okay for cheaters to have a second chance!' I went liek girl, okay yeah that is bad if you know the truth about someone. Now P and A have arguments on every single thing, they can find on to argue, with P mostly giving up on this in the end, always. So in P's eyes, A was bullying him and P hold onto resentment during the breakup period of his. He never liked how A always poked at him and made fun of things.
Things to note, A never liked digital artists, because to him, it is just pixels amd so ppl should not hate ai art either, because both are pixels and ppl should turn to traditional because that's more authentic and natural. That were his views and, he got into a lot of fights with me for this same topic, because as an artist and a digital artist to top it off, his opinions on this always annoyed me. So P amd I became close this way. Always talking about how is A annoying amd how he is bitchy and stuff. Basically back btiching him. P and I either talked about A or our bad life or how P had love life or how im struggling with my college life.
Recently like a week ago, the youngest friend, who is also an artist, found out that she had an ai art with her, and thought that the official art was ai made, and put it in the grp. A being the guy who doesn't understands how dangerous ai is for artists and other jobs, kept poking the youngest how it is stupid to think a pixel will do something bad, for which even I jumped in the fight and called him out for hypocrisy on every point. Assumed things about his family and stuffs happened (i did apologizedhim for it). The youngest getting tired of this bs, called on to P and P hopped and also said lots to A. A felt bad, because to him, P was his closest friend out of all of us, whom he respected and admired and feeling betrayed about this left the grp. P feeling bad about this called onto emergency meeting where we discussed about what actually happened. Youngest amd I explained P everything and again started back bitching about A. A day later, P talked to A amd apologized for what he said I'm the grp chats to him, and asked him to give this argument a proper closure by apologising to our youngest. Amd so he did, but to P it wasn't enough because, the apology wasn't enough emotional, and felt bland. A didn't understood this. P and I were having fun poking A by doing this. So A decided to go into dm of the youngest to let them know the whole picture and that he understood what they meant. The youngest told P about it and P got annoyed saying this person doesn't knows how to stop things, he keeps on pushing onto one subject always, and stuffs. P was getting annoyed by A more and more always. So I said 'Let him yk you are getting annoyed by this and put a stop because it is not worth our energy.' And so he did. A said okay and moved on.
Now P one day told me 'I really really hate A so much it is boiling my blood.' It was a random day so I was like okay, text him that and move on. P texted him and he told me, 'im blocking him so be the mediator between us.' I went 'okayyyyy'.
Now comesour oldest friend, K. This person, technically the oldest and by far having the most worst out of all us. Pretty bad. Her lover cheated on her, blamed her for having everything and like ppl hated her. I'm really close with her and I always defend her in everything, including fighting on her behalf everywhere. She always looked after me, and give me advices, helped me in studies. So for me, to defend her felt everything. So I fought with her bf on a dc server, bought her back from exile because she cut off everyone and everything. Lotso f thing happened and I was worried so I gave up on my sleep to get into contact with her. After 2 days of hard work I got into contact and explained her, told her it is okay and I understand if she doesn't wamts to come back. That same evening she came back. She semd me a msg, which had her chat with A asking for some opinion. I told her to say him why you did this and that (it was clinical, can't get too specific) and there we go. Later K put on the same msges into the grp that was made only for gossips between me, P, youngest amd K. She was ranting out how A is so dumb and hos he cam claim to be a 4th Yr medical student if he doesn't knows this amd that basic stuff. To which I agreed because it was truly basic and common knowledge. Now the issue was that grp which was for fruity daily life gossips turned into a back bitching grp for A. And P was the one back bitching . With K also removing her frustration. And P used me again as a mediator to send A msges. And it was always degrading A. Even when A was apologising for not taking P's side during breakup or annoying him. He did everything. And today it went far. P sent me a reel, and told me to sent it to A. I thought it must be something and did not watched it for privacy reasons. I felt so bad for it because it called A a lonely ass bitch toxic bitch and whatnot. A always thought of P as his closest friend, probably yes he did hurt him and me too, but it was nothing, so why semd that. And K was taking P's side too. Also idk but today out of nowhere P declared himself straight and im now feeling very weird amd awfully awkward and am getting thjs creepy feeling, which usually comes out true, so I tried telling to K, but she didn't understood it, and I couldn't tell A because to him I'm sad amd spending my days here (which is true, I'm. I completed lots of bl mangas amd manhwas, caught up with marinating yaois, yeah, im using this as escape )
Anyways yeah I'm feeling bad, and I did apologised to A, not fully, like not with the details but yes I feel sorry and I said him, but other two are taking it far and Idk what to do to stop them. Also why am I getting creepy vibes from P out of nowhere

i can't believe i'm resorting to confessing to a pirating website centered around gay sex but. what do you do when you don't see a future for yourself?

i was an art major four years ago. my depression was a factor in my breaking off my relationships with my best friends, dropping out of college, and moving back home. i say to people that it was because of covid, but really i didn't have the confidence to survive in the industry. i didn't have the motivation to get better because i believed i was the best artist in high school. in college i quickly learned i wasn't.

my dad got me a job in data entry. i stayed there for a few years before deciding to quit. before i could the same company offered me a position in the accounting department because they needed some extra hands. the pay was better so i accepted. i've been in this position for another two years, i decided to go back to school for accounting to finally get a degree but to be honest, i fucking hate accounting. math and science were my worst classes in high school, and now i'm sitting on my ass everyday looking at numbers, reports, and equations.

i took up writing again. it was a hobby of mine since high school. i won a national award for one of my memoirs in my senior year. but i no longer have the attention span to read books in order to improve my writing because i'm stuck at a job and in class working and studying for something i don't want to do. i'm wasting money to get a degree that i don't want. i'm thankful for even having a job but this company seems like it's on its last legs and i don't have the confidence of doing well in another accounting position at another company. should i even continue being an accountant? should i commit to becoming a writer despite my lack of skills and experience to become one? my life wasn't supposed to be this way.

sorry to ask this here but I always get answers so fast, and I haven't found any good answers on the internet. best would be if smbdy could put both words into a sentence so I can see the difference

It was a yaoi manga
There were three people on the cover, in the background there was a library - a blond man, a brown-haired man with glasses and a muscular tattoo artist, I'm not sure exactly.
I know that the content was this, the brown-haired guy with glasses was working/or taking care of the library and the blonde was helping him [where he and the blonde were together and then broke up] then the third guy appeared and took care of the blonde, so they were having fun with each other, just to get the attention of the one with glasses...

I remember so much not the title.

Bruh, I’m begging for a historical romance. Where it’s girl romance, but there is no unnecessary sexual scenes. + They actually have well thought out personalities and their own lives and the plot is good.




Hmu if it exists pls, cause there must be a story like this somewhere!!!