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so I've never been able to tell anyone this, so you guys are the first to know. all my life I was raised by my dad, Ive had a couple stepmoms but they didn't last long. looking back I realized my dad was not a good person. when I was a kid, like in elementary school. there was this time we were staying with my grandmother, and at night my dad would be behind me rubbing his dick on my back. then I got my first step mom, still in elementary. one night I was going I was going to be early since was grounded, but my dad ended up coming in the room. I had thought it was just him to come lecture me again on what I did bad. I don't exactly remember what happened that led up to this point but I remember he went down on me. also remember the one thing he said "I know you felt good because your leg was shaking." after that he told me if I ever wanted him to do that again just asked, but make sure my stepmom isn't home.
then when I was like in middle school, 7th grade, I remember there were times when he used to ask me questions like "if I wasn't your dad and we went to school together would you date me." or this time when he asked to take a shower with me and I said no. he started crying saying I was growing up so fast and he just wants to go back to the times when I was still a younger child. I ended up giving in and letting him bc I didn't want him to continue crying. there were times he bought these porn DVD and wanted to watch them together, and told me if I ever wanted to watch a specific porn he'd buy it for me.
when I got into highschool he stop being all touchy but he started making comments bout my body. like how my breast were so small for my age. I never liked dressing up and always wore baggy clothes or dressed similar to a boy, but always got in trouble. dad always said I need to dress more like a lady, wear heels, get my nails done, wear makeup, wigs. I never did in the end but that always made him mad.

My dad is currently dead, he passed away a year ago, but these memories keep popping up and I just wanted to tell someone or rant, probably ask for some advice.

if u have any reccs with absolutely mind blowing stunning crumbs devoured art thats gonna make me ascend please share im so desperate

Let's say you were about to graduate from college and you need to think or find a good quote for your school's yearbook you're a hardcore manga, manhwa, manhua, or novel reader, what would you choose as a quote?(▰˘◡˘▰)

I've been waiting for a month since it was bugged. One person said to wait, so i did and only a few came back. I had at least 100+ in my lists, and im so heart broken that they haven't come back yet.

Guys my reading list got deleted theres only 6 left help I lost tons of manga

I've been reading too much fluff manhwas I need angst BUT with comfort and a happy ending

"I can't choosee there are so manyyy"
"I know but like.. There's one that has its own place in your heart right"



"yeah......... Fools"

My top 1 example is Someone else's bl manhwa . Dawg the ml didn't appear until chapter 20 or something but it was soooooooooo gooddddd i still talk about this manhwa and will do so to my future childre, grandchildren and great-grandchildren.

And Hate mate. I love love love this manhwa so fucking much you don't get it.
I love how he ended up with someone better than that guy who's had more screentime bc other manhwas alwaYsssss choose the one who has the most screentime like bih I know they're childhood besties but the other guy is better than that guy... ykwim

Gru: A Forst of summers

It's called 'Holding my piss untill I finish my work cause I know that If I get up, I'll lose my flow and I'm surely not gonna get it done later'

Honestly, Im not sure what my sexuality is. I often find myself pondering about what makes a person attractive to me. Frankly, as an extroverted people pleaser, its not difficult for me to start relationships; talking to people is easy and people are usually drawn to an easygoing attitude that takes the lead. From middle school up till high school I had a horrible habit, it was easy to flirt and lead others on, saying “I love you” meant nothing and seeing them get flustered by physical touch was more fun than the action itself, I purposely flirted with those i knew had a crush on me just to see their reactions despite knowing i would never reciprocate their feelings. Although, I’ve dated both genders, in the end, i still don’t know what i want because my feelings were never real and I just did it to make the other person happy. Now that I’m older and have reflected, I think that it’s too easy to look at a person and say “their looks are my type” and harder to find a genuine reason to feel attracted to that person. I can’t tell if I’m missing the emotional attraction that’s required to start a healthy relationship or just confused.

Any recs with this dynamic? It could also be bl or gl. I honestly really like the ivantill modern au dynamic specifically, but not the biggest fan of alnst itself. Also I dont use mangago much, so sorry if someone already asked this.

Hi guys, I’ve been using this account since 2019 Ig and a week ago all of my readings and reading lists ALL are gone PLSSSS help what should I do I tried everything.

Does anyone know where i can read translated novel for " the art student who lived twice" ? Please drop the link if you know.

I remember the times I would religiously be on here reading and talking to people, but I feel like a year ago it just started to not hit the same way as it used to. Idk. Maybe this sites just not in its prime anymore. I mostly miss the people I used to talk to it was all so fun. I wish the forums where more enjoyable to be on or the comment thing on the bottom of the home page, I remember talking to people for so long on there sighhhh.

Im talking about withered flowers or wtv. My views in the character is split, some people say "her proportion is just normal" And is misogynistic to say otherwise but some say it's no cus she's too skinny and stuff. So yeah, I've seen this in alot of characters where they fix the female character by making their boobs smaller who gets either hated or praised. What's y'all opinions?

I have started to re-read action manhwas such as mount hua sect, the s-class i raised, the world after the fall, orv, leveling with the gods...
So I was wondering what should I re-read next or what manhwas have marinated that I may have forgotten

Give me ur best yaoi that can beat jinx latest chap rn